Christmas 2011

It was a different Christmas for me and my family. We know we should enjoy the day as we celebrate the birth or Jesus Christ. But there are things that some people don't think that what they do will affect everyone.

On Christmas eve we had some company. Good thing we have people who came over. My mothers Christmas was not totally ruin. My father was upset that my mom gave money to her brothers. According to my dad why giving them money instead helping him on his problem. What problem? 15K I guess not enough for him anymore. The thing made me disappoint at my dad was instead wishing his wife my mom a merry Christmas he just consulted her how not happy he was. This made my mom cried the whole time. Thank God at least in short time we made her smile.

Everyone left after 1AM so Roger and I waiting for the girls to full asleep inorder for is to put the Christmas gift under the tree.

About 3AM I received a message from Philippines that they can't hold of my mom; that my dad was at the hospital. He committed suicide. I did not know what o should feel then. I was scared but I was more mad disappointed on him. WHY ... Why he did this? Is he that miserable that he commit suicide? Did he ever think that it is Christmas? He even dd not think that what he did affects us. I am disappointed kn him because here is this person who is healthy and did not appreciate the
life that God gave him. Instead he wanted to end his life by doing such this. While we know people around us who have cancer and they are fighting to be alive. I love my dad but I think he needs to grow up. Hope he will appreciate this 2nd chance that God gave him. We never ever neglected him. My mom gave almost all money she have to him but all of this not enough.

Anyway it wAs Christmas but it did not feel like it is because what my dad did. At least my girls were very happy what sant brought them. As well as my mom until she found out what happened.

We we to Denise's to spend time with the family for a short time.

Every year our Christmas 2011 experience will not be forgotten. It will always one of the topic from now on. To my dad wish he will realize what he did was not right. The life we have is not ours to destroy. We have to keep it; it is a treasure that God gave to each one of us.