It was a biggest mistake

At least couple months ago I delete my other 2 blogs.  Now I was felt so dumb why i did it.  I know my main reason was to focus only on this one blog.  Not thinking i will lost all what I posted in there.  Here i am trying to find a way to retrieved the deleted blog.  But I guess there is no way now.

Been searching around hoping i can find some answers.  I better give up.  i am having no luck at all. 

I learn my lesson in a hard way.  What's new right?